Thursday, November 10, 2011

Beyond the Positive

I have been working really hard this year to focus on the positive in my life.  Believe me, there is a lot of positive!  I have been trying to ignore the negative, but it just doesn't go away, so I am setting up this new blog to talk about my MS.

I am lucky because my MS hasn't taken away my mobility.  I do get tired out easily, but at least I can still walk.  My biggest problem is cognitive issues.  At least once a day I walk into a room to do something and draw a total blank as to why I am there.  I know... this happens to everyone... but everyday?!  Another recent annoyance is a series of silent migraines.  I call them silent, because the pain isn't as pronounced as with a full blown migraine.  They make me irritable, sensitive to light and noise, and sometimes dizzy.  For the past week I have had at least one episode everyday.

If that's not enough, I am having problems with both urinary and fecal incontinence.  The latter is a bigger problem obviously.  The bowel movement comes on suddenly and without warning.  Most of the time it is just a bit of leakage, but sometimes, it is much worse.  It happens at least once a month.  My husband suggested diapers, but I am fighting this suggestion... for now.

I am feeling a headache coming on so I guess that is enough for now.